Christopher Michael Tutt

I,LL LOVE YOU ALWAYS CHRIS

I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can't explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch

There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by

If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile

To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away

If I have to wait forever
I guess that's what I'll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you.
TILL I SEE YOU AGAIN CHRIS I LOVE AND MISS YOU YOUR LOVING MUM,DAD,ANDREW X X X

Theresa Tutt (Mother) 55 minutes ago

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GOD BLESS
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YOUR LOVING MUM,DAD,ANDREW X X X

Theresa Tutt (Mother) Yesterday evening

GOOD NIGHT CHRIS

I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH STAY CLOSE TO US AND KEEP US STRONG,GOOD NIGHT GOD BLESS YOU CHRIS,YOUR LOVING MUM,DAD, ANDREW X X X

Theresa Tutt (Mother) Yesterday evening

♥ It May Be The Last ♥

It may be the last
time spent with you
is like sand in the hour glass
slowly fading away
every minute I touch your face,
every second I hear you laugh
it echoes in my mind, it may be the last
every time you make me smile,
I lock it deeply into my soul
every night I wish upon a star
hoping you’re wishing on mine
for I fear our star is fading,
I am afraid to blink for one minute
fearing you will disappear
I'm afraid to release you from my mind,
it is the reminder of you I have left
If the only way I could be with you forever
is in my dreams,
then I will sleep for eternity
my heart clings to you, not yet realizing,
you're already gone.

(Author Unknown)

Mel Xxxxx Yesterday evening

23RD NOVEMBER 2009

A Special Star So Bright,

It's Time For Us To Say Goodnight,

So Close Your Eyes And Snuggle Tight,

We're Wishing You Sweet Dreams Tonight.


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Jude Swaddle Yesterday afternoon

I LOVE AND MISS YOU CHRIS SO MUCH X

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When you feel you miss me most,
As time goes drifting by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the Father sent his Angels,
To gently guide me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Keep my love deep within your Heart,
And with the warmth of each memory,
We will never be apart.
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TILL I SEE YOU AGAIN SON YOUR LOVING MUM,DAD X X

Theresa Tutt (Mother) Yesterday afternoon

Hello Beautiful Angel

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CHRIS YOUR LOVING MUM,DAD,ANDREW X X X

Theresa Tutt (Mother) Sunday evening

I LOVE AND MISS YOU CHRIS

YOU BELONG WITH ME.....

EVERY DAY GETS EVEN HARDER TO BARE
WHEN I LOOK AROUND AND YOU ARE NOT THERE
WHO SAID THAT IN TIME IT GETS EASY IT IS SUCH A LIE
THEY COULD NOT HAVE KNOWN WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE A CHILD DIE

I TRY TO LIVE ON THE MEMORIES THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND
FOR ME TO KEEP
SOME NIGHTS IT IS LIKE I AM GOING OUT OF MY MIND I CANNOT SLEEP
I AM SO TIRED OF HAVING TO PRETEND THAT ALL IS WELL
WHEN I AM STILL LIVING THIS NIGHMARE IT A LIVING HELL

JUST WHEN I THINK THAT NOTHING CAN HURT ME AGAIN
I REMEMBER JUST WHAT IT IS LIKE LIVING WITH THE PAIN
NEVER FOR A MOMENT WOULD I HAVE THOUGHT LIFE COULD GET SO BAD
I CANNOT GO ON EXPLAINING TO OTHERS WHY I FEEL SO SAD

IT IS SOME THING THAT HURTS SO DEEP INSIDE MY BROKEN HEART
NEVER REALLY UNDERSTANDING WHY WE HAVE TO BE APART
THE TEARS ARE ENDLESS THOSE I CANNOT SOME DAYS IT IS SO BAD I CANNOT SEE
I JUST WISH SO MUCH THAT YOU WERE STILL HERE BECAUSE YOU BELONG WITH ME......
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 21/11/09 YOUR LOVING MUM,DAD,X X

Theresa Tutt (Mother) Sunday afternoon

Sweetdreams Angel XxX

★ ★ Tiny stars, shining bright, it's time for me to say 'Goodnight.' So, close your eyes, and snuggle up tight, I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight. ★ ★
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All my love always XxXx

Pat Scott (GTS Friend) Sunday afternoon

Sweet Dreams Chris

You may not be able to see me,
Though you think that I am gone.
Inside your heart you carry me,
So I live on, I live on.

I know you feel an emptiness,
Of words we left unsaid.
Release your pain, forgive yourself,
For I already did.

The love you gave, I took with me,
And left my love for you.
So now I know some time has passed,
Here is what I ask of you.

Share my life and remember me,
To those you love – out loud.
And I will become part of them,
For that would make me proud.

Those little quirks, the quips I said,
Please share those memories.
For there is no plaque or stone,
That would better honor me.

I loved you then, and love you still,
And will forevermore.
So take my love and pass it down,
That’s what my legacy is for.

Give my memories, my love as gifts,
And do not mourn that I have gone.
Just place my love in your Heart always
And you will know that I live on.

Love always Fran
November 21, 2009

Fran Fowler (Friend) Sunday morning